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05 April 2010 @ 07:50 pm
Loving You, Chapter 1 (Revised)  
Loving You
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Title: Loving You
Author: missvue09
Length: 1 of ??
Pairings: Junchun (main), JunhoxYoochun
Genre: angst, drama, romance
Rating: PG-13
Warning: character death, fast paced
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys.  This story is the work of missvue09 (aka miss_yoosu on winglin). Any resemblance to another fanfic is absolutely coincidental.

Summary: Junho chose Yoochun over his family when his father gave him an ultimatum. After two years of no contact with his family, he is finally returning home with his husband (Yoochun) to visit his mother in the hospital.

Fictitious characters

Mr. Kim = Kim Sung Ho

Mrs. Kim = Kim Hee Jin

Dr. Jung = Jung Junjin

Note: Yunjae and the Kim twins are all going to be two years older than Yoochun in the fic.

And the hotel the Kims own is named the Aria.


Loving You

Chapter 1

Two years later.

Junho changed out of his work clothes when his cell phone rang. He glanced at the screen, the caller, unknown.


“Son…” came a man’s voice, one that he recognized and have not heard in over two years.


“Yes, son.  It’s me.”

Junho was in such a shock when he heard his father called him ‘son’ again that he had to sit on the side of his bed.  Two years had past since Kim Junho left his family to be with his lover, Park Yoochun.  After he left his home, young hotel manager had driven to Yoochun’s apartment, where he told him everything and cried in his lover’s arms all night.  The following day, they decided to leave Seoul and to start their life anew some place else in South Korea.

A few months later, the couple got married.  Yoochun’s wedding ring had belonged to Junho’s paternal grandmother.  It had been her wedding ring as well.  When Junho became of age, she had passed it down to him to give to his love when he proposes.  Their wedding day was definitely one of the happiest days of their lives.

Junho wondered why was his father calling now.  If it meant that his father had accepted Yoochun.

“There’s something you should know.  It’s your mother,” his father continued.

He started to feel panic.  “What’s wrong with mom?  Did she get hurt? Is she all right?” he asked worriedly.

“The doctor says that she does not have much time left.  She wishes to see you one last time.  Won’t you come home now, son?”

‘What about Yoochun?’ Junho desperately wanted to ask but was afraid of the answer.

Noticing the silence from Junho, his father quickly added, “And bring Yoochun with you, too.  Your mother and I would love to meet him.”

Junho’s hopes rose a little.  “Really, Dad?”

“Yes, son,” Sung Ho answered truthfully.  “Look, Junho, I’m really sorry I made you choose between your lover and your family.  I was stupid for being confident that you would pick your family over Yoochun.  Do you think you could ever forgive me?”

Junho fought back the tears.  He knew this day would come, when his dad would finally accept Yoochun.  “Of course, I can forgive you, Dad. I love you.”

“I love you, too, son.”


That phone call took place hours ago.  Now, he and Yoochun were driving back to Seoul to visit his mother in the hospital.

Junho glanced over to the passenger’s seat and sighed when he saw Yoochun biting his fingernails again.  His spouse always did this whenever he was nervous about something.  Junho was feeling nervous, too.  After all, who wouldn’t be anxious about seeing his family for the first time in two years?

“Chun…” he said to gain his husband’s attention after turning to focus on the road again.

Park Yoochun—or, Kim Yoochun—looked up from his fingers and hummed inquisitively at his husband of eighteen months, “Hmm?”

Junho continued, “If you continue to bite your nails like that, you’re not gonna be able to leave scratch marks on my back anymore whenever we make love.”

Yoochun’s eyes widened, his anxiety completely forgotten.

“Am I right?” Junho added before he turned to give Yoochun a greasy smile and wiggle his eyebrows up and down.

“Y-yah!” Yoochun struggled to conceal his embarrassment within his voice.  “Is that all you can think about at a time like this?!  Can’t you see how nervous I am?!”

Junho chuckled.  “Honey, I do see it.  I was only trying to distract you, which I might add, turned out to be a successful attempt.”  He smiled smugly to himself, focusing on the road again.

Yoochun rolled his eyes and huffed a ‘whatever’ at his husband.  Crossing his arms across his chest, he turned to look out the window.  Junho’s words replayed in Yoochun’s head, causing him to blush again.

‘Damn you, Junnie!’ he cursed his husband in his head.

Yoochun was distracted.  His mind wandered back to the morning after their first night together.  The couple had decided to take a shower together that morning.  When the water drizzled down Junho’s back, the man had let out a painful scream.  Horrified for his lover’s life, Yoochun turned Junho’s body around to see what had caused him to scream out painfully.

His eyes had widened at the sight of scratch marks on his lover’s back.  Yoochun had blushed a bright red when he realized that he made those scratch marks from the night before, when he had dug his fingernails into the skin of Junho’s back when his lover had first entered him.

Yoochun’s face was extremely warm now from all of the blushing upon reminiscing of his and Junho’s first time together.  He turned to look if Junho had noticed.  Luckily, his husband had not, or Junho would have teased him nonstop.

Junho’s attention was on the road.  Next thing he knew, he felt his spouse’s lips on his cheeks.  He turned to Yoochun and raised a quizzical brow when he saw him smiling at him.

“Thanks for the distraction, Junnie,” Yoochun replied before he leaned in once more to give his husband a peck on the cheek.

“I love you,” he whispered into Junho’s ear.

Junho smiled contentedly and turned to look at Yoochun once more, “I love you, t—”


Junho panicked when he saw a car heading straight for them.  He jerked the wheel to the left to avoid a head-on collision.  The road was slippery due to an earlier rainstorm, causing their car to swerve off the road and to plow into a giant tree.

Yoochun flew forward and hit his head on the window.  He was immediately knocked unconscious.  The left side of Junho’s head hit the steering wheel pretty hard.  With as much strength as he had left, Junho tried to reach his arm out towards his unconscious husband.

“Y-Yoo…Ch—,” was all he managed to utter before his arm fell limp and darkness overtook him.  Forever.


A chilling feeling came over Kim Junsu while he was pouring water into his glass,  His grip on the the glass loosened and the glass shattered into pieces upon impact with the tiled floor.  Junsu could only stare as the water spread out across that tiny area of the floor before eventually reaching his toes.

Something was wrong. Very wrong.



Chapter 2

Current Location: kitchen table
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
ting5ting5 on April 5th, 2010 11:24 pm (UTC)
Oh my car crash..poor Mrs Kim who didnt get to see his son...

(reading junho/chun bit weird for me..but then if nt for that then yoosu might never meet)

Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:01 am (UTC)
I wanted to be different by pairing Junho with Yoochun instead of the alternative Jaechun pairing other writers include. Plus, I wanted a character death. If I had gone with Jaechun, then that means I would have to kill Jae in my story, and I'm sure many of the readers would not like that. That's why I decided to go with Junho though I'm sure some fans would be sad about his death as well, but not as many as Jae's. Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - ting5 on April 6th, 2010 08:16 pm (UTC) (Expand)
layla_zalalayla_zala on April 5th, 2010 11:32 pm (UTC)
a lil bit late...
but still....

poor junho..i'm starting to like him too^^
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:24 am (UTC)
Yes, poor Junho. Thanks for reading and commenting again!
kamo_comonkamo_comon on April 5th, 2010 11:47 pm (UTC)
Nuuuuuuuh~ Junho! (T______T)

kitty!Chun~ rawr! lol
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:05 am (UTC)
Lol. I'm glad someone commented about Yoochun and his nails. Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - missyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:13 am (UTC) (Expand)
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Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:04 am (UTC)
Don't worry about the exclamation marks. I'm the same way. When are you going to update your fics? Have you fixed your computer and lap top yet? Thanks for stopping by to read and comment!
(no subject) - missyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:25 am (UTC) (Expand)
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(no subject) - missyoosu on April 7th, 2010 06:09 pm (UTC) (Expand)
kpop_4everis1 on April 6th, 2010 12:14 am (UTC)
oh poor Junho..now wats gonna happen to his wife??..update soon
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:27 am (UTC)
Exactly, right? What IS going to happen to Yoochun? Nobody will know until next week. Thanks for stopping by again!
micky_susumicky_susu on April 6th, 2010 12:30 am (UTC)
Everything happened so fast. At least Chun got to tell him he loved him before the accident.
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:57 am (UTC)
Yeah, I know and I'm sorry for rushing through it. I just wanted to get to the Yoosu parts, that's why. I didn't plan on having Yoochun tell Junho that he loved him one last time, but then I thought I might as well do it since I'm killing Junho before he gets to see his family again and before they get to tell him that they love him. Thanks for stopping by again!
agnetalovekagnetalovek on April 6th, 2010 01:29 am (UTC)
I really like this story+the plot:D what happened to the other story you wrote?
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:45 am (UTC)
Hey, Miko! I've been working on the next chapter for my other story for awhile now, but it's been hard getting it to be just right since it's my first time writing a rated scene. So, while I was writing that chapter, this new story popped in my head and I couldn't stop myself from writing and posting it up. With this new story, I seem to have a more clear vision of what I want to write, so hopefully I won't have a problem completing this fic. Thanks for stopping by to read and comment!
farrdrtrypanophobic on April 6th, 2010 01:35 am (UTC)
/gulps. why do i have a bad bad feeling that the Kim's are so going to hate Yoochun especially Junsu?
lol. junho being the greasy one instead of our chunface. now i cant wait for the yoosu meeting.

Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
We'll just have to wait for the next couple of chapters to see if your predictions are correct or not, now won't we? *evil grin*

For this fic, I wanted Yoochun to be the 'girl' (is the terminology known as 'uke' ??) of the relationship since we don't get to read that many SuChun/JunChun fics on yoosu_yongwonhi.

Thanks for continuing to read and commenting.
s.pigletsheilapiglet on April 6th, 2010 01:38 am (UTC)
oh no, poor Junho...and YC will be so devastated!...so sad for the kim family as well....wonder how the Yoosu will develop, especially since YC is technically JS's brother in law already.....awkward....anyways, looking forward to your next chapter...update soon!=)
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:59 am (UTC)
Well, I am looking forward to writing the Yoosu meeting. That's why everything in chapter 1 was rushed. However, they may not meet until chapter 3 or 4. And I hope it turns out as good as how I see it in my head. Thank you for reading and commenting!
juhlijuhli on April 6th, 2010 04:35 am (UTC)
gaaah, i'm so confused, there are two fics with the same title xD
Lol, i think junho/yoochun is lovely, how you portray their relationship <3
Good luck for your pressntation!
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 12:58 pm (UTC)
Lol. When it comes to naming my stories, I suck! I went through a few titles for this one before I finally settled for Loving You. First, it was called Loving a Kim...Again, but then I realized that my story isn't going to be about Yoochun loving Junsu, so I changed it to Falling in Love with a Kim...Again since Yoochun will be falling in love with another Kim (Junsu) after the death of Junho. But then I thought the title was a little long, so I changed it back to just Loving a Kim...Again. Still too long and it didn't really capture my storyline, so I shortened it to Loving You. Then I was thinking about changing it to Loving Yoochun, since it's going to be about Junsu falling in love with Yoochun, but I decided to stick to Loving You, b/c it's also a song title though the story may not have anything to do with the song at all.

Sorry for the long explanation. I'm really glad you liked Yoochun's relationship with Junho. Thank you for wishing me luck! And thank you for reading and commenting!
criztalinzcriztalinz on April 6th, 2010 05:13 am (UTC)
hey.. loving this so far!! XXDD

oh, poor chunnie and mrs Kim TT-TT.. Junho!!! he sounds very loving and he and Chunnie was so sweet together..

Aish, even though mr/mrs kim accept Yoochun, why do i have a feeling that Junsu would hate Yoochun.. well, at least at first coz this gonna be a SuChun, right?!! \(*v*)/

more bb!! *hugs*
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:05 pm (UTC)
Yep! This is a SuChun fic. It's my first time writing one, too! Since we don't get to read that many SuChun fics, I decided to contribute. Thank you for commenting about Yoochun's relationship with Junho, b/c that's another pairing we don't get to read too much about. You're a psychic! I guess my story is kind cliched, huh? Well, I did put that in the 'warning' in the prologue. Thanks for reading, commenting, and loving it!
jkmbrjkmbr on April 6th, 2010 10:02 am (UTC)
To be honest,
I'm glad that you rushed through this part..
Because I'm extremely Yoosu (or in this case, JunChun) biased
and I need some Junchun lovin'
the plot is interesting and I am eager to read about their relationship development (:
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:10 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I really wanted to get to the JunChun parts. That's why I rushed through this chapter. One day I'll return and add more stuff to it and maybe split it into a couple of parts. I'm glad you find this plot to be interesting. I was worried no one would. Thanks for stopping by to read and comment!
zoeybunnygalszoeybunnygals on April 6th, 2010 11:17 am (UTC)
NO!!!!! Junho.......

i liking this so much and want to read more i tell you MORE

Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 6th, 2010 01:13 pm (UTC)
HEYYY!!! It's zoeybunnygals, the author of JunChun fan fiction! I just wanted to thank you for writing Junchun fics, b/c we definitely need some. That's why I decided to contribute by writing one of my own. Thank you for enjoying, reading, and commenting!
(no subject) - zoeybunnygals on April 7th, 2010 09:16 am (UTC) (Expand)
sanchi7 on April 10th, 2010 10:14 am (UTC)
Chunnie are you ok? Junho, sorry somehow I think it is time to say goodbye. (reading chapter 3 to confirm)
sanchi7 on April 10th, 2010 10:21 am (UTC)
Sorry, I meant chapter 2 which you have yet to post :)

I really like how you are keeping the story so tight and fastpaced. I mean no extra meaningless passages boring the readers.

Can't wait for Chapter 2
(no subject) - missyoosu on April 10th, 2010 04:24 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - sanchi7 on April 11th, 2010 12:52 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - missyoosu on April 11th, 2010 02:37 pm (UTC) (Expand)
YunJaeyuki_3 on April 27th, 2010 05:11 am (UTC)
Now Yoochun would blame himself forever for Junho's death T^T ..
this is just so sad .. poor mother waiting for her son, only to discover that he died before reaching her ..
Mrs. Ichigotabetaimissyoosu on April 27th, 2010 10:51 am (UTC)
It's been 20 days since I posted this fic and I still get new readers! Yay! Thank you for stopping by to read and comment.
(no subject) - yuki_3 on April 28th, 2010 12:08 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - missyoosu on April 28th, 2010 01:00 pm (UTC) (Expand)